最近这大半年可真是波澜起伏啊.

一大段无节制的放纵之后,开始重新学会自制地独处.

从一个人彻夜不眠狂欢,到一个人去香港办事,一个人去买房,一个人买/装各种家电,一个人健身,一个人学吉他,我在各种努力地取悦自己,提升自己.

弃我去者,昨日之日不可留， 乱我心者,今日之日多烦扰.

这段时间也遇到过挺不错的人呢,不过我个人的状态始终不大对,趁早抽身了,说到底,我还是个极度自私的人吧.

有失去,有得到.不得不说这种经历,特别锻炼人的心境.

脑海里总是浮现出08年NBA宣传片了奥尼尔的话:

There’s so many emotions at the end of the season nobody likes to talk about it.. but one of them is fear. fear that you come this far and it could all end; but me.. I like the fear! It means I’m close It means I’m ready.

有点像黎明前的黑暗,如此迷醉又难熬.

凡是不能将我毁灭的,必将使我强大.自勉之.